Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Two great questions

We've met for four months now, asking God what He would have us do with and for women at Cedar Creek. It's no coincidence that our pastoral transition has been announced during this time as well. I am in awe of how God is working in my own life to mold and shape me into the woman that He wants me to be. And I am so thankful that He cares enough to do that very thing.

I just listened to two messages, one by Bill Hybels and one by Rick Warren from the 2006 Leadership Summit at Willow Creek. I've been emersing myself in leadership material, and these were no less profound than others I've heard. Bill talked about that thing that gives us a burning vision, a holy discontent, as he called it. He asked the question, "What is it that you can't stand, that wrecks you?" He begged us to get real with that question, and I have to admit that I have an inkling but God and I are going to have to spend some time together dealing with it. Rick encouraged us to ask the second question, which is "What is in my hands?" He dared us to pray the dangerous prayer, "Lord, use me." When we choose to lay down our identity, income and influence, God can and will make them come alive. Great and challenging questions.

It is so tempting in this process to start jumping in this direction and that, because the ministry options are so alluring and inviting. I just pray for patience. It will be so much better all in God's timing.